Thursday 9th November 2017 12:48
I just woke up. Yup this late in the afternoon. I'm unemployed. I don't want to work yet because I really am not ready. Great start to the day. Just woke up and I already want the day to end. I fucking hate waking up and having to do things. I'd prefer just nothingness. White noise and black space, so there's no-one that I can hurt or affect with my fucking negative self. I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive either.